Sometimes.. I feel so lost .. Having wandered aimlessly through 22 years of life .. I have not yet found a fulfilling life .. My social life now is zilch Ok .. Maybe not really zilch.. but close... Apparently.. I am not welcomed in some social circles.. Possibly due to my hiatus a while back.. I can't really seem to connect with people now .. Lots of thoughts going through my mind now ... Watching the variety program on r/s din help much .. it kinda makes thing worse..